cherrycoloredsky

I will live my life brightly and glittering with unending difficult choices. I will allow myself to be delicately wild and only the slightest bit depraved. I will sacrifice and still be happy. I will lose everything over and over again until I am blissfully unburdened. I will allow myself the occasional delightful sin and decadent retribution for all of my loses. I will gain the world and sleep between the satin sheets without disappointment. I will live my life the only way I can, brightly and without the regret. I will not be a victim to my own illogical desires and logical denials. I will be myself, alive and bre

Sleeping in the winter, wrapped in my personally generated warmth. I have been lost in it, as if floating threw the vast charcoal black of space. Darkness envelopes me in her great arms, I cannot open my heavy eyes and not have the dark flood my vision. I am trapped in my sleep, completly over taken by it. To lift my body from my sheets feels to difficult a task. Every part of me aches from lack of movement, lack of living. I know that I will die if I should remain as I am....but it hurts to try and wake. To late... I am to far gone for the salvation of the morning. I will be gone when the sun breaks the barrier of the horizon... oh well...